New Year, New me

I'm supposed to be working but there is no work to be done. So, I've gotta find other ways to make 12 hours go faster. I have a window and it's a beautiful day.

Why is it so easy to be fallible? Most of us are struggling to be a better version of our selves and it is exactly that, a struggle. I think I just have what Lee refers to as, post-alcohol depression. A few too many glasses of wine, some conversational indiscretion and I'm reevaluating my entire exsistence. I'm too old to deal with the I security that a hangover brings. It was fun drinking that wine last nite, but today I'm paying the price. The sad part is that I really want a big, greasy hamburger but I know if I actually eat one my self esteem will plummet even lower than it its present state. I should pray or something but I think even God is probably disgusted with me right now.

Well I'd better get back to work.



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